They say the Lord giveth and the Lord Taketh away - Well it was definitely gone when I woke up today - I walked up to the mirror to see - It's only me .... I got out of the kitchen - I couldn't stand the "Heat" - Back into my skin and out on the street - Lookin for a little salvation - It's only me. Well I went down to the revival - to give my soul a chance - And the DJ spoke to God and the congregation danced - I heard a sound and I turned around - It's only me.... I found a little Angel who had fallen from the sky - I took that little Angel and I tought her how to fly - When the night is done and the morning comes - it's only me.... On Deaths Door Step .... The Poisoning is eating me alive and killing a little piece of me everyday.
I was in the E.R. over the weekend - begging and pleading with the E.R. Doctor to help me - I showed him my Toxicology Results (Severe/Chronic Arsenic and Heavy Metal Poisoning) - The Toxicologist said that the only time he has ever seen Toxicology Results like mine - was when he was doing a Biopsy - He was shocked that I was still alive - God is on my side. Instead of treating me and doing a complete work-up - he did an EKG and some minor blood work and released me within a couple of hours - He referred me to a Cardiologist and advised me to make an appointment within two (2) days - I made the appointment and patiently waited to see the Cardiologist - in utter pain and agony - praying to God that the Cardiologist would help me. I went to my appointment at Adventice Hospital in Portland and told the Cardiologist what was going on with me (I was in tears) - He told me to get undressed and he would be back in to examine me - When he came back into my room - he listened to my heart- took my pulse - looked in my mouth (which is swollen and infected from the toxins) and said "I don't think it's your heart - but get dressed and come with me" - His examination took less than two (2) minutes and he walked me through the hospital - to a woman who was going to schedule me to come back (an hour away from my home) and they would do an E.K.G. (which was already done in the E.R.) - I said "your going to reschedule me?" she said "Yes" - I said "Do you have any idea how hard it was for me to come to this appointment? It took me all day to get here - can't you do it today." She said "It's 5:00 p.m. were getting ready to go home" - I told her that I did not need to reschedule and said "If that's how I am going to be treated - by this Doctor (Evans) I don't want to see him again. What's he going to do next time I see him - touch my forehead?" I left (in pain) he did not give me any medication, referral - zero... He told me to go to my Primary Physician - when they are the ones that referred me to him) I was stalked and followed on my way there and on my way back - I saw a Sheriff on my tail and a local Law Enforcement officer also keeping an eye on me. I was so stressed out that my heart started pounding in my chest and the viens in my neck were contracting. I got lost and couldn't find my way home - because these "Stalkers" obstructed me (getting in my way) and I had to stop several times - to find out how to get home. When I got home - someone was inside my residence - They took what they wanted - scratched my reading glasses and my sun glassed with an exacto knife - Drew smiley faces on a painting I was working on (I'm an artist), left an exacto knife on my desk, a contractor's pencil and poisoned everything I had in my refrigerator - dusted everything with a white and silver powder substance (which makes my cloths and everything smell like burnt almonst and mud) - but I'm to exhausted to wash everything again (including my bedding). They emptied the water and oil out my my car and when I got home (luckily it didn't sieze the engine) - it was overheated and the water (coolant) was spraying out of an emplty radiotor (what was left of it) - (I just had the oil changed and all of the fluids checked) I waiting for a while - until it was cool enough for me to check and realized that someone had vandalized my vehicle and emptied out all of the coolant and oil - I have had flat tires (in the morning) and have to go get them filled back up - My gas was being stolen - so I bought a locking gas cap - my car is being driven at night when I am asleep - so I need to go get one of those locks - that attaches to the stearing wheel - By the time I get home I am drenched in this stuff - it is in my car and comes out of the air conditioning vents when I'm driving - They like to spray this stuff in my hair - which is pretty nearly impossible to get out. It looks like lint or dust - but it's much more dangerous than that and it gets all over everything - some of the Arsenic (when it hits the air) turns green, orange, etc. because it sucks up the moisture in the air - which makes it turn colors - It is very difficult to detect unless you have had four years (like I have) of experience - in dealing with this Terror - to be able to identify it. These people are Animals - they are all over our Country and I am sure I am not their only target. Lord help me and the United States of America .... for just one more day. Amen My Conversation with God:
The Lord is within you and within me - The light of the Holy Spirit can set you free .... God dwells within you - as you are his Kin - Even in a World full of sin - Stray from truth and betray your brothers - much pain and sorrow - will you disocover - Demons will follow - those who fall from Grace - It is the truth that can't be replaced! We have all been given a chance to repent and now it's time for the Lords decent - With him he brings the History of our past - whether you be a millionair or a lonely outcast - The record will not falter - it's called "History" - For I am the Lord and you must follow me!! All of the corruption and all of the men - have turned their backs on Heaven again (let the Devil in) - History will be true to "The Cause" - even when the World is full of "Outlaws" - You will transend the misery they created - even though it was you they hated - Though they sleigh you - trust in me - Only the truth can set them free!!! |
Katie KidmanAn American, an Artist, a Mother, A Grandmother, a Sister, an Aunt, a daughter, a friend, a Humanitarian and a Woman of Integrity a.k.a. Gypsy Runner ...... Archives
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We live happily indeed, not hating those who hate us! among men and woman who hate us - we dwell free from hatred! We live happily indeed, free from ailments among the ailing! among men and woman who are ailing we dwell free from ailments! We live happily indeed, free from greed among the greedy! among men and woman who are greedy let us dwell free from greed! We live happily indeed, though we call nothing our own!
One ought to follow the wise, the intelligent, the learned, the much-enduring, the dutiful, the elect; one ought to follow such a good and wise Soul, as the moon follows the path of the stars.